bored outta my skull

Still waiting for Foley to get back and fix my face, Logan said hed be back Friday but apparently they needed him longer than expected. Guess Golden Boy can do a lot of good, so I shouldn't be bitching.

But my face still hurts, and it looks even worse than it feels. Since everyone else was doing it up, I figured I may as well kill a few minutes with it, too:

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Yeah, thanks for leaving me be for the last little while. Hope it's outta respect and not terror; I'd do the same for you if you looked this hideous.

[private entry]

So its been about a week, I'm half-healed in some places, but still pretty deformed from Magneto jr's little stunt last week. I dunno, I guess I can't blame her, and she did leave me a little get-well-spliff last week, but still: I'm hurting pretty bad.

I think i'm going kind of crazy, Logan's let me off without DR sessions and classes until Foley gets back, but only because I told him just how many piercings I had and where they were quite painfully removed from. Talk about embarrassing. I think he's just happy because it means he doesn't have to be reminded of our little talk every time he sees me.

On the one hand, it's what I want--I can't hack people looking sick every time they see me--but on the other, I've been really wired. All I have to do is listen to music, but I have no way to burn off the energy, really. I feel shaky and...unstable. I'm strung out like a junkie, it scares me. I don't like feeling this out of control.

I wish I had someone I could talk to about it. Guess it's dear diary to the rescue, yet again.